Love hurts.
Life hurts.
But without the pain, there is no bliss.
I found bliss.
Then it was all taken away.
And though it hurt like hell to move on, I had to.
I learned to love again only because of Bain.
I found my bliss again.
Then in a split second, everything was put into jeopardy.
My world crashed down around me and this time I was faced with the hardest decision of my life, a decision I never dreamt of making.
A choice that seemed impossible.
With no good outcome.
That would hurt everyone I loved no matter what I did.
I didn’t want to make it. I couldn’t choose between my two loves.
So I fought the decision with everything I had, avoiding it until…
I was forced to decide.

---